More that a year ago, may isang malaking life changing event ang nangyari. Saktong libing ng Inang [Nanay ni Lola] ang lahat! Simula nun sobrang laki ng pag-babago. Ngayong araw na’to hindi na kinaya ng Ama [Tatay ni Lola]. 93y/o na din naman ang ama. Matanda na din siya. At naging masaya din naman siguro siya sa haba non. Hanggang sa apo sa tuhod nya inabutan nya na samin. Sana lang talaga ay kasabay ng pag kawala ng ama ay ang unti unting pagka ayos ng lahat.

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Pasukan na namin sa June 14. Pero wala pa akong uniform.. May uniform ako pero yung uni’s uniform lang. Wala pa kasi yung all white na uniform ko. Under construction pa siya.. Actually blueprint pa lang siya. So I guess hindi yun and maisusuot ko sa opening ng classes. Pero ayos lang din kasi sabi ko naman sa friend ko wag muna namin isuot. All white kaya yon! Sobrang ayaw ko.. Dumihin kasi kaya ayaw ko.. May pagka careless at clumsy pa naman ako minsan. Minsan? Kadalsan! 

I remember nung second year college na yata ako nun, pababa ako from the trike tapos napunit yung uniform ko. Nasabit dun sa trike. Sobrang nakakainis yon. Kasi umaga pa lang tapos nasiraan ako ng uniform. Basa pa ako! Kasi umuulan..

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Hindi pa masyadong nakakarecover boses ko. Sobrang sigaw ko nung madaling araw kasi coronation night ng lakan at lakambini dito samin.. 2 kong classmates dati kasali tapos syempre susuportahan ko din yung barangay namin so ayon. Super sigaw! 

Umalis ako ng bahay ng around 6:15pm [May 26, 2012] nakauwi na ako ng around 5am [May 27, 2012] Ohaaa! First time na nangyari yon.. Tapos natulog lang ako ng ilang oras tapos lumayas na naman kami kasi birthday nung pinsan ko..

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I know you won’t be able to read this letter but for goodness sake let me do this. Okay, so here’s the thing. For some years that I waited for you together with Nick and Kevin, of course, to come here in Philippines. But there really are certain things that are not bound to happen, it is so hard for me to hear and know that my other JBnoy friends are coming to see you and I am just at home waiting for a news. It breaks my heart so much. If you just know. Others might say that if I want it so badly I could have done something. But, seriously if I did something I will be killed by my parents. Not literally kill, but they would be so mad. And another thing, it’s fvcking vacation right now. And I haven’t saved any money. And we’re currently on tight budget. If I have known it earlier I could have not spent the money I got from my uncle for my school stuffs and instead just went to see you. But then it was too late. I’ve already spent it..

But still, I love you Joe. How I hope you know that. I will always be a fan. Even if everyone have left. 

Hoping to see you on 2012 Tour,

Lei

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—-These are one of my treasures.. I just feel like bringing it out again since Joe Jonas is at the Philippines right now. If I would be able to see him or luckier, meet him I want him to sign my burnin up book.

All this time naniniwala ako na hindi ako pumasa dun sa scho. Only to find out that I actually did.. Kaya ko lang hindi nakita yung name ko kasi nandon pala sa pang 3rd batch yung name ko.. So ayon, kaya hindi ko siya nakita.. Grabehan! Pero grabe so lucky.. I am really blessed!

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Me: I wonder sino na naman crush mo sa pasukan.
Friend: ewan natin.
Me: Baka wala. Pero depende rin sa classmates natin yun.
Friend: Crush mo pa din ba si *****?
Me: ewan..
Friend: Baka pag nakita mo maging crush mo ulit.
Me: Hindi siguro. Sa isa lang naman ako ganon eh..

Yes almost 1 month na ang lumipas. 19th kasi nung tanggapin ko yung challenge na hindi ako kakain ng rice.. Pero dahil every thursdays ang count ko at thursday na naman. I will do another challenge.

No Rice.

After Six.

Tatry ko gawin parehas! Good Luck with me on these..

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—-Ang cute cute nito.. 

Gusto ko talaga magkaroon ng aso pero ayaw nila eh. Then sooner nalaman ko na din ang reason kung bakit ayaw nila.

May allergic reaction ako sa aso. Once meron akong hinold sa arms ko na aso and then nung gabi na may lumabas na spots dun sa area nung arms ko kung san kami may contact nung cute dog..　

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Sobrang tahimik kasi sa kwarto ko. Yung electric fan at fan lang ng pc ang tumutunog tapos may nadidinig akong music na hindi ko alam kung saan galing only to find out na nagpplay pala yung ipod ko. Which means simula 6pm nag pplay na siya hanggang 12:30am.

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