Sometimes I ask myself have I done everything that I can?

Not because you have the freedom of speech you could already say whatever you feel and think. At least make sure you’re not stepping down on others.

If only we could turn back time. So bad that we can’t. Now all we have are memories

I always wished that things will not change after everything that had happened between the two of us but seems like that is next to impossible. We want it to never change but now you see it won’t happen once again. I love you. I swear that I do. And I have loved you before too but it just seems not enough now because you can compare the love that I can give before to the love you can receive right now. I’m sorry if it seems just like nothing compared to what you have right now.

Should I still care with someone who does not even care losing me?

If I could ask you only for one thing. I will not ask you to love me. I just want you to remember me.

Remember who I am.

Remember what we’ve been through.

Remember the days I spent with you.

Remember that I once came into your life.

Remember that I exist.

Sometimes knowing that you are happy already makes me feel great. Though at times I wish I was the reason of that happiness.

Dear Crush,

Tuwing online ka gusto kitang lagi imessage. Pero hindi ko magawa. Baka mamaya isipin mo naman napaka desperado ko. Ang hirap ng ganito. Kung alam mo lang ang nararamdaman ko. Nakakainis isipin na online ka nga wala naman ako magawa. 

Naalala ko sa tuwing ngumingiti ka. Hindi langit ang parikamdam! It feels like I’m lost in the outer space. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang taglay mong mahika at hindi ako makawala sa nararamdaman na ito. Sa tuwing nakikita ko na may kasama kang iba nasasaktan ako. Nasasaktan ako kasi dapat ako yun. Sana ako yun. At masakit tanggapin na hindi ako. 

Kung alam mo lang kung gaano ako natutuwa sa tuwing sumasagot ka sa mga katanungan ko. Kahit sobrang igsi ng mga sagot mo. Ayos lang!

Alam mo naman na hindi ka masaya pero minsan pinipilit mo na lang na papaniwalain ang sarili mo.

Hindi ko alam kung anong meron sayo

Simula ng dumating ka ang lahat ay gumulo.

Tahimik na mundo’y biglang naglaho

Ang dulot mo’y isang malaking pagbabago.

Yung moment na puro picture ni crush sa dhasboard mo pera pinipigilan mo ang sarili mo na i-like kasi baka mag duda siya. Stalker mode on na lang.